sleepingintherain

well, today and yesterday have been a bit of a jumble of emotions.

im feeling okay right now, but i'm dreading later on because its really not going to be good.
i can just tell.
marleighs gone, so i cant talk to anyone really. i could talk to jon but i dont want to bother/worry him.
i just want to be alone in my room with a book and music and...never mind.

i hate love.
it hurts too much, far far far too much.
i love kate too.