sleepingintherain

So, I just read his LJ and apparently my letter to him made him realise how much he's lost from love, and how much he wants it back. I dont really understand this, how am I supposed to interperate it? Help?
It's really confusing. I feel bad, because even though Carrie's really nice and all, I cant help but actually hate her deep down because if it wasn't for whatever she's done to Jon, he would be able to love me like I love him...and that hurts to know. She made him lose all depth and meaning and love, and he cant get it back. and i wish he would. i love him more than anything.

livi.x