11/08/2005
64
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes
are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark.
i love that song, it makes me very happy or very sad.
i think that today was the starting point of a long line of days where everything seems inconsistant.
i love you.x
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11/02/2005
63
Kathy With A K's Song always reminds me of you.
Because it was one of the first bright eyes song i listened to, and it reminds me of when i first fell in love with you.
Eytan told me some shit about you that i'm trying not to beleive, and i'm trying to pretend everything is fine by writing about Adam and Laura again. Its strange, when I dont want to think about whatever is going on between me and you I make up my own story about Adam and Laura because they mean so much to eachother.
I wish everything about us was simple. Like it used to be, but that was so long ago now.
I love you so much, every moment I spent with you was absolutely perfect.
I'm sorry about how nervous I was. I love you more every day.
Your everything to me.
I miss you, and I wish I could beleive.
Alwaysx
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